Always back up. Always back up. I wasn't entirely happy with a few posts, I'd ended up taking too long over them, and had saved them to a memory stick. This was probably about 6 months ago, you understand. And now I find I've managed to delete them by mistake. Always back up.
It's not like they were the greatest things ever written anyway. I really need to stop agonising so much over writing this blog, if I'm ever to get something written for it.
So, can I try and reconstruct this from memory? It'll probably end up as a bunch of notes, which is maybe how it should have been written in the first place.
- The cover to my paperback edition of Geoff Dyer's second collection of essays and reviews places the author at it's centre, holding a map and gazing out at us. Surrounding him is a drawing of a maze, with a thin red line running through it, ending at Dyer's casually held map. I mention the cover, because it seems to perfectly captured representation of Dyer's idealised self image which I've encountered in a number of places now. Essentially, in his own words, he is a 'literary gatecrasher', unconcerned with formal boundaries between different kinds of writing, his own work ranges across a variety of fictional and non-fictional forms, as he blithely follows his interests wherever they may take him. Becoming intensely interested in a new subject is only a way to stave off the boredom now inspired by the subject he previously enjoyed so intensely, a means of staving off boredom and depression.
- Anglo-English Attitudes, his first collection of reviews and other pieces, must be the first place I encountered this self image of his. It probably wasn't the first book of Geoff Dyer's I read, but it was certainly the first one I encountered in what I remember were several admiring reviews. The feeling it inspired in me was an opening of horizons. It felt liberating, as though a person really could be interested in everything. It made me aware of things and writers I'd previously been unaware of, or even dismissed: photography, Roland Barthes, Milan Kundera, Cormac McCarthy, Don Delillo, Ryszard Kapuscinski, Boa Ninh's The Sorrow of War, and most importantly of all, the writer he mentions more than any other, John Berger.
- What was most exciting was his way of looking for literary worth in all kinds of writing. His main quarrel with our dominant literary culture is its tendency to privilege the novel as the most important literary form, whereas Dyer finds it in letters and diaries, essays and travel books. Even writers who are best known for their novels, D.H. Lawrence for instance (another writer I would missed if not for Dyer's praise), wrote the work that Dyer loves the most in such 'extra-literary' forms.
- He's a romantic essentially. Interested in fragments and ruins, deserts and drugs. For all his repeated use of his own experience and the privileging of his writerly 'I', his oft-expressed impatience with the world around him, Dyer often seems to be most drawn to experiences which represent a temporary release from the self. Boredom is very important in his literary world (whether fictional and non-fictional), both for the stimulation it provides and for the relief from concern it occasions.
- I admit it, I envied him his life, or at least the way in which he represents it. I wanted to just like him, interested in everything, following my interests wherever they lead, living life on my own terms. That really is the promise what we might define as Bohemianism (a slightly archaic notion, as Dyer acknowledges in one piece) has long held for me. I may never have managed to live such a life, never even really tried to, but it is one that I have always envied. Goodness knows where I picked up the notion first, but it's a life which I know almost entirely through books rather than experience, and I'm old enough now to know that one shouldn't trust literary representations as guides for living. Or rather you can, the insights of the authors you love the most enrich your life and who you are as a person, but life continues on regardless.
- So why did I feel so dissatisfied with this newest collection? It's not just that I've come across some these pieces already; Geoff Dyer is a name I know to look out for in review sections now. There's just an awful lot of repetition. The pieces on photography feel like little more than off cuts from his great book on the subject The Ongoing Moment (admittedly those in the earlier book where the first things I'd read on the subject); the introductions from two of D.H. Lawrence's novels add little to his book on the author; he's a good close reader of texts, but the reviews included here feel more perfunctory than included in Anglo-English Attitudes.
- The clue may be in the title: Working the room. It comes from a sentence by Susan Sontag, and Dyer tells us in the book's introduction that Jonathan Letham, who had intended to use it for a book of his own, loaned it to him. Dyer may claim that he still writes only about what interests him, but to me here it feels more like a job of Work, as the title suggests.
- Despite his boasts of a variety of interests, what I actually found was a certain narrowness. Dyer has written about so much of this before, in Anglo-English Attitudes and elsewhere. The earlier collection had a review of a novel by Richard Ford, the newest book does too. And I still don't feel inclined to read anything by him.
- The inclusion of Ford leads me to another complaint: the excessive praise of American writing. Of course, we are entitled to allow our literary taste to run wherever it may. What irritates me about this, whenever English writers or critics praise American writing, is that it always seems to come at the expense at their own literary scene. It's not a new phenomenon either. Peter Ackroyd was making the case against such a attitude in the late 70s, in a piece included in The Collection, so it's clearly not a new notion, or unique to Geoff Dyer. We appear to have several generations of writers in this country who instinctively dismiss English (and it is always English) writing. Perhaps we could see it as a literary equivalent of the famous stereotypical English self-deprecation, but it's clearly more than that. It's a reaction against a dominent English literary culture, a reaction which seems to be largely derived from arguments about class.
- Geoff Dyer though, tries to justify his literary preference through an attention to language. Here he is from that first review of Richard Ford:
Lucky American writers for whom the dominant narrative voice of literature so close to the lives of the people within the narrative!...Think of the hoops James Kelman has had to wedge himself through to close the gap between narrative and dialogue; then think of Ford and that all-accommodating, middle-of-the-road that is equally at home either side of inverted commas.
Here he is again, comparing the particular qualities of American and English journalism written about the Iraq War:
...American journalists writing about the US military are the beneficiaries of the all-round flexibility of and versatility of American English...Officers and non-coms share a common idiom which is varied and animated by the racial and cultural make up of the army.
Well, perhaps. It certainly wouldn't surprise me if the British army were class ridden, as he claims. It's interesting that Dyer, who - like most English people - is easily able to discern class within British society, seems to elide it when he looks at American writing. Ford's narrative voice for example is surely that of a middle-class white man, which is fine if that's the subject of his work, but it's still a voice which excludes as much as it includes. I recently read one of Walter Mosely's Easy Rawlins novels. What's fantastic about Mosely's writing is the way it embodies black American speech (on either side of the inverted commas!), a language that is clearly distinct from the speech of the white world with which Rawlins repeatedly comes into contact. I'm suspicious of that 'all-encompassing'.
- Nor do I think it would be that difficult to find English writing which embodies speech just as effectively. I made just that point on this blog a while back when I described J.L. Carr's
What Hetty Did in just such
terms, and I had Dyer's argument in mind when I wrote that. I just think that Dyer has been looking in the wrong places, owing to his own prejudices. I doubt he's read Walter Mosely either, since he seems to be deaf to the attractions of genre. Nor is he interested in historical fiction (unless it's about a the World War I or the war in Vietnam), because Dyer's romanticism is centred on modernity, rather than any real interest in the past much before the late 19th century. But it's in the genre of historical fiction where a lot of interesting English writing has appeared in the last few decades. Or else in, perhaps - for want of a better term - the middlebrow novel, which interestingly some scholars now seem to be in the process of attempting to rescue from dismissal and snobbery. Or else in what still passes as the avant-grade. The point is that 'literature' for Geoff Dyer, seems to reside only within a rather narrow category of 'fine writing'.
- As the title of my blog probably indicates, I'm not so dismissive of the literature produced by this country. I'm not dismissing American literature here, since there is plenty I've enjoyed. I have a felling that the king of American writing I first encountered was very different from what Dyer did. If he or anyone else prefers American literature over English, I'm not going to say that they're wrong, or rather, I will respect their right to their opinion, but I am suspicious of the arguments I've seen which are used to bolster such claims.
- In contrast Anglo-English Attitudes, where the least interesting pieces are the last few, largely autobiographical pieces, Working the Room works the other way around. The most interesting pieces are the more personal ones, where Dyer reflects on being an only child and on what he seems to regard as the most important period of his life, where he enjoyed an idle existence for a few years after finishing university, living on the dole, reading critical theory and enjoying himself. He's frequently written about that time, even fictionalised it in The Colour of Memory, a book I love a great deal. The dissatisfaction which he describes as being almost the inevitable consequence of enjoying himself so much when he was younger feels like it could have been the outcome he desired all along. We're back to that slightly archaic notion of Bohemianism, a longing which I definitely share with him. He managed to live that life for a few years, and has arguably carried on doing just that, whereas I have only ever looked on with envy.
- I find I just don't envy him his life any more. This isn't a moral disapproval of the way in which Geoff Dyer describes his enjoyment of his early 20s. I largely agree with him: it does sound like an exemplary way to spend your early 20s. Although it's certainly not the only exemplary way, and it's certainly not the way I spent mine. I'm merely registering a change within myself here, something that I seem to be doing a lot of at the moment.
...I realise it was familiar to me back then, that the taste of ashes in the mouth was as much a generalised premonition as it was a particular reaction... Destiny, I think, is not what lies in store for you; it's what is already stored up inside you...